Now everybody tell me what to do and how to feel
It seems the more I try to connect with the world
I am feeling more alone that I ever have felt before
“Have you ever noticed, the saddest person has the most beautiful smile” -Kid Cudi
Now Ive been a fan of Iggy Azalea’s for a couple of months now. I first saw her music video “PU$$Y” and I immediately loved it. Iggy Azalea kinda reminded me of Santigold but a more hoodrat-ish Australian version. Her style and concepts for her music videos are great . She is one of the few white female rappers who has great potential and I cant wait to see how she evolves. She just released her music video “My World” which is my favorite song on her mixtape. Take a gander.
My World
Iggy Azalea’s Get Big Freestyle
PU$$Y
Ive had this blog for almost 3 years now and its evolved just like I have. Its crazy how much a person can change within 3 short years. This blog had initially been used as a way to vent about some of my most personal feelings. Then I switched it up to just keeping it as general as possible, all along keeping in mind that I want to share some of my favorite things with the world. Some things have become less relevant, some have become more relevant. With that being said Im thinking maybe I should delete this blog. As of right now I feel as if it served my purpose and has exceeded what it was meant for. Still not to sure yet, I will decide by the end of the year.
Whenever I think about Halloween I think about my childhood favorite movies like Hocus Pocus, Halloween Town, Are You Afraid of the Dark?, and Goosebumps. But by far my favorite has to be A Nightmare Before Christmas. Composer Danny Elfman and Tim Burton is the perfect combination in my opinion. Jack’s Lament is my favorite song from the movie.
I just got home and it feels so weird since I haven’t been here in a while. It honestly doesn’t even feel like home anymore. Being in my grandmother’s room is still so surreal to me. I think I’m still in shock about her not being here. With the holidays approaching I think reality will really hit. I just need to surround myself with good family and friends.
Have you ever had a moment when you had to ask “when is it my time”? Each day Im getting older and I feel like I need to do something great especially since I see others around me doing big things and chasing their dreams. Like my good friend has graduated and is moving to New York and I admire the fact that hes not afraid to take risk and go out of his comfort zone. I do have to give myself credit because I have accomplished alot in my 21 years of life. Im graduating from college this year, joined the largest fraternal order in the world, joined different organizations, beat out a couple hundred people for an internship, I have a job and excel academically while still being able to party my ass off. Thats something to clap about right? But its still like I want so much more and I need to get out of my comfort zone. Im so accustomed to my life in MD but I know deep down theirs nothing here for me anymore. I really want to travel after I graduate and secure my dream job in marine biology but then again going to grad school is a must for my career so I need to find a good school, even if its not in the state. My dream grad school is Texas A &M University and I will apply their in the spring. Basically all in all I just need to start living for me and in doing so that will be one of my greatest accomplishments. That will be my time.
